Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day. You shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.
You know what would make this vase better? Painting pictures of orgies on it that’s what.
Nobody can save you but yourself — and you’re worth saving. It’s a war not easily won but if anything is worth winning — this is it.